When I am afraid of the dark...
I has never been afraid of the dark but after you died I have been so afraid of the dark that i almost can hit one of my best friends. The dark can drive me insane, it can make me scream for no reason at all. I wanna be the happy person that not has the damage that your dead has done to me.
I wanna be that happy,social, greatful and lovely person I just to be. before everyone around me just disapeared. Friends who starts to hate me and choose to not speak to me, and then it's the persons who not choose to disapear the ones who dies. If one more person that I know die in a soon future I don't know what I gonna do it's fuckig rough. I don't have choose this I don't want this. I wanna have my family and friends alive, but I ain't get that. I want it so bad. 